As you all know my cancer came back and I had surgery Nov 2nd..07
A couple weeks ago I went to my dentist because having problems with
back tooth, I had x-rays of my mouth done to be told my teeth are
falling out because of cancer /chemo/radiation.
A
week later, 1 of my front teeth fell out, I thought it was bad when
I lost my hair, then my breast, now my teeth. This is very difficult
for me. My surgery has been moved up to April 4th its approx 8 hrs
its called a tram flap. It is scary. I will be in intensive care
unit the first night for sure, I hope to be moved to reg. room next
day. Same place; Martinez
county hospital.
On top of this Christy was driving home at 2 am and someone dropped
a front grill in the fast lane and Christy hit it going 65, she hurt
her back. And she has to work with it, even though doctor didn't
want her to.
For those of you that don't know I will be losing my home, We have
no idea what we will do at this point. 2-1/2 yrs of struggling with
this cancer and having all the extras like blood clots, Almost dying
twice, meds making me so ill, shingles for 3 months, and so on. I
just try not to think past each moment.
I can't express to you how I feel, the emotions of all this
pain.......It is very hard for me as I am a giver and I can't. My
strength level isn't what it was 3 yrs ago. My life as I knew it is
gone. The stress that my daughter Christy and I have been under has
been such a huge struggle. We are both tired and we still have such
a struggle ahead of us. Thank you all for your prayers please don't
stop , we need a lot of prayers right now. Thank you all for your
love.... Here is hoping I can dance like this soon. well maybe not
like this. Also want to be able to do my shows, I miss
giving..... and being with..... James and all you